Reflections on chat interactions while Live streaming on September 2024
Unless you have your head on the sand you are probably aware right now that the entire world is either on direct war or proxy wars, on top of that, normal relationships tend to become more toxic as a byproduct of the tension rising in the entire world. It has been proven for quite sometime that psychological operations (psy-ops) are consistently ran not only by governments but by corporations/business (ads would be an explicit form of this where companies try to brain wash you into buying what they are selling so they can control your behavior, but it's just on the incentive structure of companies to go above and beyond to psychologically manipulate you into creating behaviors that will be beneficial to them). Because of this and the nature of the internet and human relationships in general I think is probably best for me to not interact with chat as I stream or anything along those lines, it's very hard to know if there is something deeper going on or it's just random, but on either case it forces you to spend energy thinking about how to deal with those issues (maybe someone is trying to prompt inject you, deceive you, make you look a certain way, or any other weird thing, for whatever weird reason, premeditated or not...). I know that there are people that support me and I'm deeply grateful for it, your small actions of kindness towards me give me strength, hope and faith to continue moving forward and trying to become a better person, as with anything there is always light and darkness dancing for eternity on god's musical theater. I'm trying my best to think positive sum instead of zero sum, because reality has infinite potential which means there is always more to create, learn and share, we don't need to fight for securing scarce resources, we can focus on creating endless abundance from the infinite source of god, which is the manifestation of the present.
Conclusion (low ROI on interacting with chat while streaming)
So I will probably not open the chat anymore as I stream, unless on rare occasions, and if you are reading this and support me, prepare yourself for the wars ahead of us, the best you can do personally is become as competent as you possibly can, both physically and mentally, and try your best to remain empathetic towards different groups of people while trying to maintain strong boundaries so you are not taken advantage of. God and love always wins at the end and balance is restored, death is an illusion and reality is not about getting somewhere but becoming aligned with the infinite potential and love of god consciousness. No one should be looked up to or looked down on, everyone is the hero on their own mind and paradox is most likely the answer, even though some are better than others at somethings on objective metrics, we all share the infinite potential of consciousness that manifests itself through the portal of our third eye. So stop projecting and look inwards, focus on yourself and accept the rest, the closer you are to this, the more at peace you will be and no matter what circumstances may come your way you will always win, because you will exist on a place of harmony, heaven is not a place, it's a state of being, getting closer to that seems to be the essence of the present and the natural consequence of existence, at least that's how I'm thinking right now...so to summed it up, I don't think interacting with chat has a high enough ROI, it drains energy, takes my focus away and enforces vicious habits on those that are on the other side as well, because it promotes para-social relationships which inherently lack balance, this obviously works on a gradient and can change over time depending on circumstances, but at the current landscape of societies across the world, I think it's probably not worth the time.